So I am a bit more emotionally stable right now in comparison to earlier. I am a bit down, still. Missing my dog very much, missing some actual HOME cooked meals that doesn't mean ramen or oatmeal. Mama said she would make me dinner if I came over tomorrow. I might sneak in to get lunch, too. I also feel like I'm at a bit of a loss because I feel like I have to lose a new friend. Don't worry, it's none of you on here. The decisions made and attitude this person has done has led me to decide I need to break away from them completely. Friendship isn't even an option any more. Which sucks. I enjoyed the new company.

Monetarily I feel stressed. I did my taxes today that I should have done at the beginning of the year, but didnt for some really dumb reason, and I'll get back $130, but it'll be in 6-8 weeks when I really need it on Wednesday of next week. Why you ask? My speedometer is incorrect and a police officer clocked me going one speed when I saw that I was going something less than that, so he gave me a ticket for inadequate equipment. He said all I had to do was go get my car calibrated, which I did, and bring the receipt to the court on my court date, which I did. What the officer did NOT say is that the DA's assistant is a bitch and will make you pay all the stuff (ticket and court fees) even when you "fixed" the problem. So now I have to pay them $155 total. I JUST put in $150 for my trip that finally made me hit my minimum in travel expenses. So I am at a bit of a loss. I have an idea, though, that I think I might be able to do with some conning. We'll see. It will take a great amount of grace to make it work, but I think it will. Despite all that, I have $20 to last me until next Wednesday for food and gas and other misc stuff. I am in deep shit.

Physically, I am sick. I don't know if it is contagious or not or if it is just the system that is moving north of us or what. It could be what is messing with me. I just hope I am at least temporarily better for when I go have dinner with mama. I miss her.

Right now what's keeping the life going is stupid applications on Facebook. And ~Insane-Goth-Kitty. I don't know if I'd even be alive if it wasn't for her. Definitely in the hospital if not dead. Not to worry. She is here and is definitely keeping me in much better shape then what I'd be left with on my own.